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I’ve decided after some thought to organize my blogs into two. One for my Warcraft adventures and one for my personal stuff and crafty projects.

Feel free to check out my wow blog: www.pinktabards.com

Here’s an idea… Stop outsourcing American jobs. Simple really… Have jobs will have money… No jobs or rather jobs so low in wages you’d be better off on unemployment = our nation’s current state of affairs.

Why are we as a nation not screaming in the streets to bring American companies and American jobs home?????

Are we that cowed? That submissive?

Guess so.

I cannot explain the hurt when a friend abuses a friendship. I am saddened and so overwhelmed with a feeling of betrayl. You had to have known I was hurting why did you add to it? Guess you are not the person I thought you were.

I’m amazed that I seem unaffected or concerned about Christmas. I’m not sure why I feel this way but at this point it all seems pointless and a waste of money.

Finally hit level 80 in wrath of the lich king. A big relief as I feel I no longer have to park myself at my computer.

Awesome job blizzard has done. Quests require players to unlock them so virtually your alts can explore different areas and see different quest lines. Pretty neato if you ask me

Ready to clean house as to say. Physically and emotionally. Time to purge out unhealthy bonds.

I am pleased to announce that last nights raid in Black Temple yielded no gear for me except one of the first T6 tokens to drop for my guild. I spent every last Swaps points I had but upon waking today and mulling over my raiding career I feel there is no better way to end my Burning Crusade days then with a piece of T6.

Sounds sentimental but alot happens to gamers while playing which influences them sometimes during raids. BC has seen me tank offtank kitty dps heal and experiment with boomkin. Fellow raiders have survived 2 breakups in my life random drunken nights, my PMS moments, one job reorganization, 2 deaths of people I know, fights among friends and constant /ignores and my self taught moments to find a healing rotation. Yes I’m reading alot into one piece of gear but hell it’s a milestone for my Druid. One i’m proud of. Thanks guys, I cannot think of a better way to end my Burning Crusade days.

I’m actually kinda ready eyed;)

Ok so if this publishes this proves that automatics free wordpress app is junk!

Sorry for my absence as of lately. I’ve needed to some time to regroup and find myself again. I had some strong influences in my life, mainly an individual who pretty much took over a good portion of my mind. I became this scared little zombie of a girl always afraid I would fail and in the end I was utterly miserable. Not their fault just a reminder to myself that if someone has to mentally break you in order for you to be with them. It’s not worth it. /p
pI’m slowly coming back around. Wearing makeup again trying to dress nice again and do the things I enjoy. I’m do happy and thankful that I have good people in my life. You all literally came out for me and proudly stood by me. I will not forget that.

it’s very enlightening when you wake up and realize that you stand on the threshold of new beginnings. It’s in one way scary as hell and in another the most amazing sense of freedom and reminder as the Buddha teaches: nothing is permanent. With one foot still grasping the past the clock moves forward and eventually I will pass through that door to the unknown. And I won’t look back.

With this said my lesson is clear: never dwell on what you cannot change.

I have selected my next tattoo to honor this… A Buddha. Now to get it done.